beneath the lightshow

[Evylyn Dolt]

EVYLYN JEANN DOLT

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"Sex and whine lies. Hand cuffs and alibies. She lays her halo on
her pillow where she sleeps. Her heart beats red wine. My toxic
valentine. She lays her halo on her pillow. That used to be mine."[/font]



IT’S ANOTHER PERFECT DAY[/color]
UNTIL THE NIGHT SHOWS[/font][/center]

COMPLETESTRANGER `` WHERE ARE WE? WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON? THE DUST HAS
FRIENDOFAFRIEND `` ONLY JUST BEGUN TO FORM CROP CIRCLES IN THE CARPET. SINKING
SAMECLIQUE `` FEELING , SPIN ME ROUND AND RUB MY EYES, THIS CAN'T BE HAPPENING
JUSTMET `` . WHEN BUSY STREETS AMASS WITH PEOPLE WOULD STOP TO HOLD THEIR
FIRSTNAMEBASIS `` HEADS HEAVY. HIDE AND SEEK, TRAINS AND SEWING MACHINES, ALL
ACQUAINTANCES `` THOSE YEARS, THEY WERE HERE FIRST. OILY MARKS APPEAR ON WALLS
ONANDOFF `` WHERE PLEASURE MOMENTS HUNG BEFORE THE TAKEOVER, THE SWEEPING
SECRET `` INSENSITIVITY OF THIS STILL LIFE. HIDE AND SEEK, TRAINS AND SEWING
PARTYFRIEND `` MACHINES , OH, YOU WON'T CATCH ME AROUND HERE, BLOOD AND TEARS
DRINKINGFRIEND `` HEARTS, THEY WERE HERE FIRST. MMMM WHATCHA SAY, MMM THAT
ENEMIESTURNEDFRIENDS `` YOU ONLY MEANT WELL? WELL OF COURSE YOU DID, MMMM
FAMILYFRIEND `` WHATCHA SAY, MMMM THAT IT'S ALL FOR THE BEST? OF COURSE IT IS,
CHILDHOODFRIEND `` MMMM WHATCHA SAY? MMMM THAT IT'S JUST WHAT WE NEED, YOU
INNERCIRCLE `` DECIDED THIS. WHATCHA SAY? MMMM WHAT DID YOU SAY? RANSOM
OUTCERCIRCLE `` NOTES KEEP FALLING OUT YOUR MOUTH, MID-SWEET TALK, NEWSPAPER
GOODFRIENDS `` WORD CUT OUTS SPEAK, NO FEELING NO I DON'T BELIEVE YOU, YOU
CLOSEFRIENDS `` DON'T CARE A BIT, YOU DON'T CARE A BIT. HIDE AND SEEK, RANSOM
CONFIDANTS `` NOTES KEEP FALLING OUT YOUR MOUTH, MID-SWEET TALK, NEWSPAPER
BESTFRIEND `` WORD CUT OUTS. HIDE AND SEEK, SPEAK NO FEELING NO I DON'T BELIEVE
BESTGUY `` YOU, YOU DON'T CARE A BIT, YOU DON'T CARE A, YOU DON'T CARE A BIT. THE
BESTGIRL `` SUN CAME UP WITH NO CONCLUSION, FLOWERS SLEEPING IN THEIR BEDS,
PARTNERINCRIME `` THIS CITY'S CEMETERY'S HUMMING, I’M WIDE-AWAKE, IT’S MORNING
ATTACHEDATTHEHIP `` HAVE MY DRUGS, HAVE MY WOMAN, THEY KEEP AWAY LONELINESS.
INSEPERABLE `` MY PARENTS HAVE THEY HAVE THEIR RELIGION, BUT SLEEP IN SEPARATE
PRACTICALLYFAMILY `` HOUSES. I READ THE BODY COUNT OUT OF THE PAPER, AND NOW

AND HANGING ON

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THE BLEEDING EDGE OF CONSCIOUS[/font][/center]

BURNINHELL `` IT’S WRITTEN ALL OVER MY FACE. NO ONE EVER PLANS TO SLEEP OUT IN
HARDCOREHATRED `` THE GUTTER, SOMETIMES THAT’S JUST THE MOST COMFORTABLE
MUTUALHATRED ``PLACE. SO I’M DRINKING, BREATHING, WRITING, SINGING, EVERYDAY
ONESIDEDHATRED `` I'M ON THE CLOCK, MY MIND RACES WITH ALL MY LONGINGS
MUTUALSIDLIKE ``BUT CAN’T KEEP UP WITH WHAT I GOT. I HOPE I DON’T SOUND TOO
ONESIDEDDISLIKE ``UNGRATEFUL. WHAT HISTORY GAVE MODERN MAN: A TELEPHONE TO
DISGUST ``TALK TO STRANGERS, MACHINE GUNS AND A CAMERA LENS. SO WHEN YOU’RE
ENVY/JEALOUSY `` ASKED TO FIGHT A WAR THAT’S OVER NOTHING, IT’S BEST TO JOIN THE
BACKSTABBED `` SIDE THAT’S GONNA WIN. AND NO ONE’S SURE HOW ALL OF THIS GOT
CHEATED `` STARTED, BUT WE’RE GONNA MAKE THEM GODDAM CERTAIN HOW ITS GONNA
RIVALRY `` END OH YA WE WILL, OH YA WE WILL! WELL I COULD HAVE BEEN A FAMOUS
FRIENDLYRIVALRY `` SINGER IF I HAD SOMEONE ELSE’S VOICE, BUT FAILURE’S ALWAYS
LOVE/HATE `` SOUNDED BETTER. LETS FUCK IT UP BOYS, MAKE SOME NOISE! THE SUN
ENEMIESWITHBENEFITS `` CAME UP WITH NO CONCLUSION, FLOWERS SLEEPING IN THEIR
INTIMIDATED``BEDS, THIS CITY'S CEMETERY'S HUMMING, I’M WIDE-AWAKE, IT’S MORNING
FEAR `` EYES, MISSED THE LAST TRAIN HOME. BIRDS PASS BY TO TELL ME THAT IM NOT
FRIENDSTURNEDENEMIES `` ALONE. WELL IM PUSHING MYSELF TO FINISH THIS PART I CAN
ANNOYANCE `` HANDLE A LOT, BUT ONE THING I MISS - ITS IN YOUR EYES. HAVE YOU SEEN
TOLERANCE `` THIS FILM. IT REMINDS ME OF WALKING THROUGH THE AVENUES. WELL IM
INDIFFERENCE `` WASHING MY HANDS OF ATTACHMENTS, YEAH. I WILL LAND ON THE
BYASSOCIATION `` GROUND. BUT THE ONE THING I MISS IS IN YOUR EYES. WE ALL LONG

WE CRASH LAND THE FIRST PAGE

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ON A CRUMBLING WORLD STAGE[/font][/center]

TRUELOVE `` TO BELONG, WE ALL NEED TO BE NEEDED. LONELINESS IS OUR DISEASE,
INLOVE `` STILL WE BITE THE HAND THAT FEEDS. WHERE DID WE GO WRONG? INSECURE
FINAL ``AND SELF SUFFICIENT, BUILDING UP WALLS INSTEAD OF BRIDGES. LET OUR
MARRIED `` LONELY HEARTS COLLIDE WE'RE MADE TO LIVE THIS LIFE TOGETHER, TOGETHER
ENGAGED `` REACH ACROSS THIS GREAT DIVIDE CAUSE STANDING SIDE BY SIDE IS
CURRENT `` BETTER TOGETHER. ALL THE PRIDE WE DEFEND TEACHES US TO PRETEND LIKE
POSSIBLEFUTURE `` WE CAN MAKE IT ON OUR OWN BUT WE WERE NEVER MADE TO WALK
FUTURE ``ALONE. LET THE LINES BETWEEN US DISAPPEAR, IT STARTS NOW, IT STARTS
ONANDOFF `` HERE. YEAH. THE GIRL IN THE OTHER ROOM, SHE KNOWS BY NOW THERE'S
PASTBADTERMS `` SOMETHING AIN'T KNOW OTHER FEARS. NOW SHE WEARS THIS THREAD
PASTGOODTERMS `` BARE, SHE SITS ON THE FLOOR, THE GLASS PRESS TIGHT TO THE
PASTSTILLCHEMISTY `` WALL. SHE HEARS MURMURS LOW, THE PAPER IS PEELING, HER
PHYSICALRELATIONSHIP `` EYES STARING STRAIGHT AT THE CEILING. BABY BE THERE OR
PHYSICALATTRACTION `` MAYBE IT'S NOTHING AT ALL AS SHE DRAWS LIPSTICK SMEARS
SECRET `` ON THE WALL. THE GIRL IN THE OTHER ROOM, SHE POWDERS HER FACE AND
INDENIAL `` STARES HARD INTO HER REFLECTION. THE GIRL IN THE OTHER ROOM,
FORBIDDEN `` ADJUSTING THE STRAP OF HER GOWN, SHE TOSSES HER TRESSES. HER
SEXUALTENSION `` LOVER UNDRESSES, TURNING THE LAST NIGHT LIFE DOWN. WHAT'S
MUTUALCRUSH `` THAT VOICE WE'RE HEARING? WE SHOULD BE SLEEPING. COULD THERE
ONESIDEDCRUSH `` BE SOMEONE WHO'S WEEPING. MAYBE SHE'S THERE, MAYBE THERE'S
SHAMELESSFLIRTING `` NOTHING TO SEE, JUST A TRACE OF WHAT USED TO BE. THE GIRL
FLEETINGGLANCES `` IN THE OTHER ROOM, SHE DARKENS HER LASH AND BLUSHES. SHE
ONENIGHTSTAND `` SEEMS TO LOOK FAMILIAR. I'M CONFESSING THAT I LOVE YOU. TELL
MAKEOUTBUDDIES `` ME DO YOU LOVE ME TOO? I'M CONFESSING THAT I NEED YOU,
FUCKBUDDIES `` HONEST I DO, I NEED YOU EVERY MOMENT. IN YOUR EYES I READ SUCH
LUST `` STRANGE THINGS, BUT YOUR LIPS DENY THEY'RE TRUE. OH GOD TELL ME WILL
HOTANDCOLD `` YOUR ANSWER REALLY CHANGE THINGS? MAKING ME BLUE. I'M AFRAID
ONANDOFF `` SOMEDAY YOU'LL LEAVE ME, SAYING CAN WE STILL BE FRIENDS. IF YOU GO,
FLING `` YOU KNOW YOU'LL GRIEVE ME, ALL IN LIFE, ON YOU DEPENDS. AM I GUESSING
FORMERCRUSH `` THAT YOU LOVE ME? DREAMIN' DREAMS OF YOU IN VAIN. I'M CONFESSING
CHEMISTRY `` THAT I LOVE YOU OVER AND OVER AGAIN. I'M CONFESSING THAT I LOVE YOU
FRIENDSWITHBENEFITS `` TELL ME DO YOU LOVE ME TOO? I'M CONFESSING THAT I NEED

OR A WELCOME OVERSTAYED

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BENEATH THE LIGHT SHOW[/font][/center]

PARENT `` YOU, WHEN YOU FIRST LEFT ME I WAS WANTING MORE BUT YOU WERE FUCKING
SISTER `` THAT GIRL NEXT DOOR, WHAT CHA DO THAT FOR (WHAT CHA DO THAT FOR) WHEN
BROTHER `` YOU FIRST LEFT ME I DIDN'T KNOW WHAT TO SAY I NEVER BEEN ON MY OWN
COUSIN `` THAT WAY, JUST SAT BY MYSELF ALL DAY I WAS SO LOST BACK THEN BUT WITH
FAMILY `` OTHER A LITTLE HELP FROM MY FRIENDS I FOUND A LIGHT IN THE TUNNEL AT THE
RESPECT `` END NOW YOU'RE CALLING ME UP ON THE PHONE SO YOU CAN HAVE A LITTLE WHINE
LOYALTY `` AND A MOAN AND IT'S ONLY BECAUSE YOU'RE FEELING ALONE AT FIRST WHEN I SEE
ADMIRTION `` YOU CRY, YEAH IT MAKES ME SMILE, YEAH IT MAKES MY SMILE AT WORST I FEEL
HERO WORSHIP `` BAD FOR A WHILE, BUT THEN I JUST SMILE I GO AHEAD AND SMILE WHENEVER
PROTECTIVE OF PARKER `` YOU SEE ME YOU SAY THAT YOU WANT ME BACK AND I TELL YOU IT
PROTECTIVE OF YOU `` DON'T MEAN JACK, NO IT DON'T MEAN JACK I COULDN'T STOP LAUGHING
EMOTIONAL SUPPORT `` NO I JUST COULDN'T HELP MYSELF SEE YOU MESSED UP MY MENTAL
ROOM MATE `` HEALTH I WAS QUITE UNWELL I WAS SO LOST BACK THEN BUT WITH A LITTLE
WORKMATE `` HELP FROM MY FRIENDS I FOUND A LIGHT IN THE TUNNEL AT THE END NOW
MENTOR `` YOU'RE CALLING ME UP ON THE PHONE SO YOU CAN HAVE A LITTLE WHINE AND A
MIXED FEELINGS `` MOAN AND IT'S ONLY BECAUSE YOU'RE FEELING ALONE AT FIRST WHEN I SEE
GOOD INFLUENCE `` YOU CRY, YEAH IT MAKES ME SMILE, YEAH IT MAKES MY SMILE AT WORST I
BAD INFLUENCE `` FEEL BAD FOR A WHILE, BUT THEN I JUST SMILE I GO AHEAD AND SMILE AT
OBSESSION `` FIRST WHEN I SEE YOU CRY, YEAH IT MAKES ME SMILE, YEAH IT MAKES MY SMILE
SAME MEMBERGROUP `` AT WORST I FEEL BAD FOR A WHILE, BUT THEN I JUST SMILE NOT NOW
HIGHER RANK `` SOON THE MOST BEAUTIFUL LIGHT WILL WAKE US TO PILLOW FASCINATION
LOWER RANK `` FIGHTING EXCITEMENT NOT NOW BUT SOON BRIGHT INTO EVERY CORNER
OTHER RELATIONSHIP `` MANEUVER IN BEAMS OF CHANGE STANDING BY THE BEST DAYS OF

ALL FOR SWINGING YOU AROUND

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AND OFF YOUR FEET[/font][/center]

this plot page was made by `wonderland of CAUTION!. the lyrics are from various artists,
but all off the soundtrack from the television show heroes. feel free to use this plot anywhere,
but do not remove my disclaimer.

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[Evylyn Dolt]

[center][font=Georgia][size=5][color=FFFFFF]FIRST MIDDLE LAST[/size][/color]
[size=4]AGE IN WORDS YEARS OLD • MEMBERGROUP [/size][/font]

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[font=georgia][size=4]YOURCHARACTERNAME, IT'S TIME TO SPILL [/size][/font]
"what your character thinks of me."

[font=georgia][size=4]EVYLYN, BABE, YOUR WORDS CAN KILL[/size][/font]
"copy and paste if i’ve posted in yours – otherwise leave blank."
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[Evylyn Dolt]

YOU BROKE A PLATE OVER MY HEAD

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I SET FIRE TO OUR BED[/font][/center]

[Juliet Heart]

JULIET BELLA-ROSE HEART

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EIGHTEEN • DIAMONS DOLL [/font]


SAMECLIQUE `` FEELING , SPIN ME ROUND AND RUB MY EYES, THIS CAN'T BE HAPPENING
PARTYFRIEND `` MACHINES , OH, YOU WON'T CATCH ME AROUND HERE, BLOOD AND TEARS
DRINKINGFRIEND `` HEARTS, THEY WERE HERE FIRST. MMMM WHATCHA SAY, MMM THAT
FAMILYFRIEND `` WHATCHA SAY, MMMM THAT IT'S ALL FOR THE BEST? OF COURSE IT IS,
INNERCIRCLE `` DECIDED THIS. WHATCHA SAY? MMMM WHAT DID YOU SAY? RANSOM
CLOSEFRIENDS `` DON'T CARE A BIT, YOU DON'T CARE A BIT. HIDE AND SEEK, RANSOM
CONFIDANTS `` NOTES KEEP FALLING OUT YOUR MOUTH, MID-SWEET TALK, NEWSPAPER
BESTFRIEND `` WORD CUT OUTS. HIDE AND SEEK, SPEAK NO FEELING NO I DON'T BELIEVE
BESTGIRL `` SUN CAME UP WITH NO CONCLUSION, FLOWERS SLEEPING IN THEIR BEDS,
PARTNERINCRIME `` THIS CITY'S CEMETERY'S HUMMING, I’M WIDE-AWAKE, IT’S MORNING
RESPECT `` END NOW YOU'RE CALLING ME UP ON THE PHONE SO YOU CAN HAVE A LITTLE WHINE
LOYALTY `` AND A MOAN AND IT'S ONLY BECAUSE YOU'RE FEELING ALONE AT FIRST WHEN I SEE
PROTECTIVE OF EVYLYN `` YOU SEE ME YOU SAY THAT YOU WANT ME BACK AND I TELL YOU IT
PROTECTIVE OF YOU `` DON'T MEAN JACK, NO IT DON'T MEAN JACK I COULDN'T STOP LAUGHING
EMOTIONAL SUPPORT `` NO I JUST COULDN'T HELP MYSELF SEE YOU MESSED UP MY MENTAL
WORKMATE `` HELP FROM MY FRIENDS I FOUND A LIGHT IN THE TUNNEL AT THE END NOW
MENTOR `` YOU'RE CALLING ME UP ON THE PHONE SO YOU CAN HAVE A LITTLE WHINE AND A
MIXED FEELINGS `` MOAN AND IT'S ONLY BECAUSE YOU'RE FEELING ALONE AT FIRST WHEN I SEE
GOOD INFLUENCE `` YOU CRY, YEAH IT MAKES ME SMILE, YEAH IT MAKES MY SMILE AT WORST I

JULIET, IT'S TIME TO SPILL
"I've pretty much just met Evylyn through our work and I have a feeling she knows more then she and my brother is letting me know. How she acts around my brother I can tell she likes him, but I guess Evylyn is better then Kion i a lot of ways. Though I rather have her and my brother tell me whats going on other then them keeping all these secrets from me. It's starting to get on my nerves."

EVYLYN, BABE, YOUR WORDS CAN KILL
"I've known juliet since she started to work as a diamond doll at MR. We've been pretty tight since then, but I do know a lot more about her life then she knows. Her brother is inlove with her, but that's fine with me since I'm helping him through it. Though I think just like she hates kion she might later hate me since I'm starting to fall for her brother. But who knows maybe she'll like me to be with him."
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[center][font=Georgia][size=5][color=FFFFFF]JULIET BELLA-ROSE HEART[/size][/color]
[size=4]EIGHTEEN • DIAMONS DOLL [/size][/font]

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[size=0][font=tahoma]SAMECLIQUE `` [color=453B66] FEELING , SPIN ME ROUND AND RUB MY EYES, THIS CAN'T BE HAPPENING[/color]
PARTYFRIEND `` [color=7A5466] MACHINES , OH, YOU WON'T CATCH ME AROUND HERE, BLOOD AND TEARS [/color]
DRINKINGFRIEND `` [color=825966] HEARTS, THEY WERE HERE FIRST. MMMM WHATCHA SAY, MMM THAT [/color]
FAMILYFRIEND `` [color=905F66] WHATCHA SAY, MMMM THAT IT'S ALL FOR THE BEST? OF COURSE IT IS, [/color]
INNERCIRCLE `` [color=905D66] DECIDED THIS. WHATCHA SAY? MMMM WHAT DID YOU SAY? RANSOM [/color]
CLOSEFRIENDS `` [color=835066] DON'T CARE A BIT, YOU DON'T CARE A BIT. HIDE AND SEEK, RANSOM [/color]
CONFIDANTS `` [color=7F4C66] NOTES KEEP FALLING OUT YOUR MOUTH, MID-SWEET TALK, NEWSPAPER [/color]
BESTFRIEND `` [color=7B4866] WORD CUT OUTS. HIDE AND SEEK, SPEAK NO FEELING NO I DON'T BELIEVE [/color]
BESTGIRL `` [color=734066] SUN CAME UP WITH NO CONCLUSION, FLOWERS SLEEPING IN THEIR BEDS, [/color]
PARTNERINCRIME `` [color=6E3B66] THIS CITY'S CEMETERY'S HUMMING, I’M WIDE-AWAKE, IT’S MORNING[/color]
RESPECT `` [color=7F430E]END NOW YOU'RE CALLING ME UP ON THE PHONE SO YOU CAN HAVE A LITTLE WHINE [/color]
LOYALTY `` [color=83490C]AND A MOAN AND IT'S ONLY BECAUSE YOU'RE FEELING ALONE AT FIRST WHEN I SEE [/color]
PROTECTIVE OF EVYLYN `` [color=905A05]YOU SEE ME YOU SAY THAT YOU WANT ME BACK AND I TELL YOU IT [/color]
PROTECTIVE OF YOU `` [color=956002]DON'T MEAN JACK, NO IT DON'T MEAN JACK I COULDN'T  STOP LAUGHING[/color]
EMOTIONAL SUPPORT ``  [color=996600]NO I JUST COULDN'T HELP MYSELF SEE YOU MESSED UP MY MENTAL [/color]
WORKMATE `` [color=996611]HELP FROM MY FRIENDS I FOUND A LIGHT IN THE TUNNEL AT THE END NOW [/color]
MENTOR `` [color=99661A]YOU'RE CALLING ME UP ON THE PHONE SO YOU CAN HAVE A LITTLE WHINE AND A [/color]
MIXED FEELINGS `` [color=996622]MOAN AND IT'S ONLY BECAUSE YOU'RE FEELING ALONE AT FIRST WHEN I SEE [/color]
GOOD INFLUENCE `` [color=996633]YOU CRY, YEAH IT MAKES ME SMILE, YEAH IT MAKES MY SMILE AT WORST I [/color]

[font=georgia][size=4]JULIET, IT'S TIME TO SPILL [/size][/font]
"I've pretty much just met Evylyn through our work and I have a feeling she knows more then she and my brother is letting me know. How she acts around my brother I can tell she likes him, but I guess Evylyn is better then Kion i a lot of ways. Though I rather have her and my brother tell me whats going on other then them keeping all these secrets from me. It's starting to get on my nerves."

[font=georgia][size=4]EVYLYN, BABE, YOUR WORDS CAN KILL[/size][/font]
"I've known juliet since she started to work as a diamond doll at MR. We've been pretty tight since then, but I do know a lot more about her life then she knows. Her brother is inlove with her, but that's fine with me since I'm helping him through it. Though I think just like she hates kion she might later hate me since I'm starting to fall for her brother. But who knows maybe she'll like me to be with him."
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